Hey guys…

Just dropping some updates.
For those who care, things are fine with me. I have some priorities right now that take precedence over my fun stuff. Buying a house and studying to become a certified personal trainer, and work, have bitten into my creativity like nothing else. Im creating in my head but im reduced to writing ideas in my blackberry! Sheesh!

This week I tossed in some older work. I have quite a bit of work that you guys haven’t seen, but I cant put it out just yet. rest assured when the time comes, im going to be creating like crazy. Which means more MONEY for dex and other artist I use.
{wish I could commission MYSELF}

I certainly hope every one is safe and sorry for making this so short of a message.

Oh yeah, Michael Jackson…
One of the most loved people on earth, who just so happened to be one of the loneliest, is gone.
NOW he is immortal.
NOW people can stop fucking with him.

To me, he’ll always be little Michael from the J5.
And in a way, he never REALLY grew up.

I remember an interview, and this was YEARS ago, the guy asked Michael “what was it like before you were famous?”

Mike said “I cant…I cant remember.”

He laughed … and all I could think of was “damn. That’s fucked up”

Mike is the reason I NEVER wanted to become an entertainer at a young age. I have talent. Im a born entertainer, but I love my house, I love my mom and dad. Even though I came from a strict upbringing, I NEVER wanted to be far from my parents. But that was all I could see looking at Michael: I would have no home. I would belong to everyone.
That aint me. Even at a young age, I knew that wasn’t me.

The years went by and more and more of the child entertainers I grew up watching, just died or had lives that spiraled out of control.
I wonder is it worth it to even BE a child entertainer? I mean look at what COULD possibly happen.

Ahh well, before I ramble, I’ll stop.

Goodbye Michael.

Regards,

Tehron freeman

Well guys, just a couple of developments..

First off, after a long battle.. ten years and over 60,000 dollars..which includes child support and legal fees.. I finally have full legal custody of my 12 year old daughter. this happened a few weeks ago, but I didn’t get a chance to blog about it on deviant or any of the other places I blog on. Matter of fact, this is for those who even care.

On the day I got custody, everyone asked me many different questions: did I cry? How do I feel?..etc.
I didn’t cry, because I was out of tears after fighting for so many years…
As far as how I felt..i felt tired.
It didn’t feel surreal, because I knew this would happen eventually. Me and my daughter are bonded in a way a mother would be to her child. I know that sounds funny coming from the father, but that’s just it, I took care of my daughter from the beginning. Her mother was never really a “mother” and it’s a fact that she refuses to acknowledge to this day.

Every time I went to court through the years, it was not just to plead my numerous cases against her stupidity, but it was get it through to the VERY feminist family court system that I AM THAT GUY. I am the father that you don’t see all the time, and now that im here, they need to STOP the bullshit of giving her mom chance after chance, and let my daughter be with the person who has always had her best interest at heart…instead of the person who is irresponsible time and time again.
With a woman judge, a woman court officer, woman stenographer, etc… the court room always felt like it was me against the world. Time after time I had to thank GOD that im the person I am. Because when you give me a wall, I look to climb over it or through it. I am NOT a quitter by nature, so there is NO way in hell I would have EVER given up on my own child.

Through the years, there have been 6 cases against my daughters mother, 5 of those cases I represented myself.
THIS was the first time I EVER used a lawyer, and it was only to seal the deal, because after ten years of seeing the same people, they KNEW I meant business. I bring this point up because when you represent yourself, as a dad, you have 2 minutes to defend your position, yet you have ten minutes of shit to tell. It can be a degrading, terrifying, exhausting experience. IF YOU LET IT. I was scared every time I represented myself, but there was no room for fucking up, so I did what I had to do. Just because you are right, doesn’t men the judge is going to speak to you respectfully. However, I had to take that and not fall for the trap.
In court, patience is a virtue.
By myself, through the years, I started as a dad with NO TIME{before court}, to alternate weekends… then each of these were gradually added due to my fighting for it: one day out of each week, a set drop off schedule{instead of me wondering when she would drop my child off} the entire month of july, thanksgiving, joint custody, half of each vacation 5 days or more in duration….full legal and physical custody.

Ten years.
What does this do to a person? What happens when you are so focused fighting for someone else, you ignore your self?

In some ways, im a man still trying to find what I was born to do. I know I was born to be a father. I can live the rest of my life happy, doing just that. But you cant, because one day they will be an adult and you find yourself with just you and maybe your spouse.
This court shit has taken so much of my soul, that it is only NOW that I can try to make sense of my own…..I dunno.

I live to be a dad.. that much I know.. i FEEL being a father, I feel my daughters pain when she cries and I live to make her laugh.. because it makes me happy.

But you cannot go through your life living for someone else, even your child. I can do lots of things..yet I don’t have any talent that anyone else does not. Im cool with that, cuz I don’t want to be the best, what I DO want is to stake my claim in this life. I always believed in standing up and making your voice heard, if you feel a way about something. I came to deviant art because I had things to show you guys, my creative side, if you will.
lots of people dug some of those things, while others didn’t get it, however, I need to find what give me “chills” when I do it. I need to find my other purpose. I almost don’t want to, because I LOVE being a dad so much, I DON’T want to see anything else. But I love to exercise, I love to give fitness/life advice for those who need it, I love to see my words or deeds uplift another spirit, i love to imagine, though I hate to write about it, however, once the job is done, I love the end result. I love entertainment and I like to entertain.
I love to make people laugh…because it changes lives..
I want to help change people lives. I just want to be a step someone takes to greatness…

Now you see all of these things I love to do, and maybe now you can understand how I can devote so much of my soul to my daughter.. because I can do all of these things to help her. it always comes back to her.
Now perhaps you can see why I don’t really care too much about finding my way, because whether you believe in life or in god, then you know there’s a time and a place for things to happen.

So I am sorry if this sounded like something sad, because I have been smiling the whole time, im a blessed dude. I may not be happy, but im cool, and that’s the way I like to be. In the goodness of time, I will stumble across that other thing that makes me want to get up in the morning, but it will just be “something”
No matter what it will be, it will always pale in comparison to the true love of my life. What can I say? My daughter is my heart, next to god, she is everything to me. I pray to god EVERY night, that she keeps living and nothing bad happens to her that would destroy her life. It’s a tall order, but that’s why you pray, right?

Inevitably, one day, she will be out on her own….it will scare the shit out of me, but like everything else life throws at me, I’ll deal in my own way.
Considering what I have been through, im no stranger to pain and loss.

I mean lets face it, if you’re not weak enough to end your own life when shit gets bad, then I guess you MUST be strong enough to live through no matter what.
At least that’s the way I see things.

i ALSO SEE..that there was an INORDINATE AMOUNT of black people killed in the film "The Dark Knight" count them, if you watch and have nothing better to do. the joker was NOT an equal opportunity killer.


Peace

T

p.s. there are still some things I am working on art wise…I will post them when I can, as there is still one more legal issue I have to deal with..but this one actually GIVES me money. I know I don’t have a lot of fans on here, but for those who care, just be a bit more patient. Dex? I wish you weren’t so busy man..seriously. I miss the magic

..because they OWE me 40 bux from last time


OKAY….

So the NYC comic con is coming back around once again, which kind of trips me out cuz it only SEEMS like yesterday that I got JERKED at the last one.

Let me explain…

The comic con cost 40 bux to get into..

They are ALWAYS in high demand. Matter of fact, the V.I.P. tickets are normally sold out in days. so to get tickets, you’re better off going to a local comic store and standing on line next to a bunch of people who seem like they haven’t washed in about three days.

However, I did this with a smile on my face because it was going to be my very first NY con, one of the biggest, or so the legend goes.

While I was on line for my tickets, I chose to talk to the guys in front and behind me. They were both REALLY excited about this whole thing. They assured me that it would be an awesome event and were amazed that I had never went to one before.
I politely told them: “hey man, im a single dad, plus I have a 9 to 5 job, I write and exercise, PLUS I fuck my girl…if time permits. I don’t want to make assumptions, but you guys don’t look like you even do TWO out of the five things I just said”

They laughed and said I was right…but they chose not to speak to me anymore after that.

Could I have offended them?
I chose to ignore my concerns, for I knew that no matter how deep my words may have cut them, superman or batman, would save them…somehow….in their fantasies.

After about 30 minutes of waiting, I got my tickets from the comic store {midtown comics to be exact} then proceeded to go to the porn store down the street to check in on the new porn DVD’s.

Fast forward to The day of the con…
I was supposed to link up with about three people..
NONE of us were what you would call “geeks”. We were all first timers to this whole affair.

Strangely, NONE of them could make it the day of the con. I gotta admit, I was kinda bummed, because new things are a lot more fun with your friends. Its like sampling poison, you don’t want to take the ride to hell by yourself.

You know?

Once I got to the Javitz Center, where the NYCON is held, I was amazed…

First off, when I go to the Javitz center its for two things and two things only: The national auto show and the … heh…Boat show.

I go to the former to check out the cool concept cars. Matter of fact, when the next one comes out it will be even better because due to the recession, the big three automaker CEO’s will be there to personally give FREE blowjobs to ANYONE who will buy just ONE of their cars. I would consider buying a car IF the blowjob was handled by one of those hot private secretaries that I hear CEO’s have. Plus they would HAVE to throw in one of those car fresheners’.

The fuckin’ Boat show?!?? The ONLY I reason I go to that every year is to dress as a CLOWN and heckle the boat owners as they spend RIDICULOUS amounts of money on BOAT FUEL. When first time boat buyers hear my jokes, they tend to change their minds about buying one.

I get thrown OUT of the goddamn boat show every year….but picture me givin a shit

Fuckin’ with people is how I laugh and my therapist wants me to laugh.

So the Javitz center is now transformed…

Im seeing super SHIT everywhere..
Plus…
Something I have never seen before…
People dressed up as ….characters.
After making sure it wasn’t Halloween, I asked a group of costumed people what the deal was..

Apparently, this is the shit to do. Dress up as your favorite video game character and whoever has the best costume gets respect and maybe even a prize, if there is a contest.
I was more than curious.. because the way I figured it, these chicks HAD to be NUTS to dress up like this and TRAVEL. So I just KNEW the sex would be great if I could nail one of ‘em.

Remember guys: crazy bitches=great sex. It’s a trap god set for us men so he could laugh at us and we ALWAYS fall for it.

So I run my game on the chick…

“so, if I spent all night dressing up as.. oh I dunno..kyo kusanagi from king of fighters series, I get a prize?”

“yes” said the chick with the colored hair.

“is the prize anything cool?”

“oh ALL the prizes are cool” she said excitedly.

[right away I see this broad is really into this shit. So I gotta play it cool]

So I say…

“but I personally think a blowjob is COOL. Do I ge”

Just like that, she was gone. I mean bat outah hell like a Meatloaf CD. But I shoulda known that anyone who spends hours getting dressed up like a character has GOT to be sensitive.

Now keep in mind people, I haven’t gone INSIDE the con yet. Im still sort of circling around the heart of it.

There’s a person selling Chinese food, I ate that shit cuz I got hungry. While I ate, I took it all in..
So many people dressed up like characters. If only I could charge some kids to come in here, I would make some money, cuz this is a LOT like Disney world, only SMELLY. Real FUNK in here. LOTS of people aint washing they ass. I mean, READ comics, DRESS up like idiots…but WASH your ass. Im almost CERTAIN superman washes HIS ass.

My food was done…
Now it was time to go into the actual heart of the whole CON shit. You’ll know it when you see it. its just a mass of heads and its YOUR time to get into it.

My buds mysteriously flaking out on me….
The weird bitches dressed as characters…
The Chinese food..
The dog shit on my shoe…

ALL of this was just the WARM-UP..
Because NOW it was time.

I pulled out my ticket and put it around my hand as I approached two characters who LOOKED like security.
But…they weren’t security, just two geeks..
And Just like that… IM IN.

Wait a minute?!!?! IM “IN” THIS SHIT AND NO ONE CHECKED MY TICKET?!?!?

The emphatic “HOLY SHIT” I yelled was NOT because I was in some sort of geekified AWE.
It was because I spent 40 FUCKIN” dollars on the ticket that seemed to get hotter in my hand the madder I got….

I could just hear the fucking JOKER laughing his ass off…

Tune in next journal as I tell you guys how I met Ron Pearlman and some of my favorite artist who turned out to be pretty cool. Oh yeah, anyone remember a cartoon called Galaxy Rangers? Of course you DON’T, but I met the original animators and we had a good ol’ time talking about how these new cartoons AINT shit!..

Next time…

And as ever,
Regards from Brooklyn.
Tehron Freeman.

UPDATE..
IN THE SPIRIT OF CHRISTMAS, I WILL BE POSTING ONE FILTHY GRV.1 EPISODE. PLUS, IT WONT BE IN CAPS. SO ALL YOU SENSITIVE EMO'S REJOICE
ITS REALLY FOR MY MAN WES. I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD CHRISTMAS MAN.PROBABLY A ONE SHOT DEAL SO ENJOY.
IT SHOULD BE UP IN ABOUT 2-3 DAYS.

ADULTS ONLY. SERIOUSLY.

UPDATE 2
I HAVE POSTED 4 EXERTS FROM THE STORY OF BK'S FINEST 4056 A.D.
IN PARTICULAR, THE WORDS OF ENISHIN JINZU.
I HOPE PEOPLE ENJOY THEM.

BACK TO THE REGULAR PROGRAM.

The new year is fast approaching and i cant wait. i have a couple of things to look forward to, but since im a pessimist, i wont count my chickens until they hatch, BUT if and when they do, i will be happy as a pig in shit.

i seriously cant wait to get back on the grind of posting new characters for deviant as well as my personal web page. i think if all goes well, it will be worth the wait, for those who even care

i went to see the punisher: shitty acting, great violence tho'!

looking forward to the keanu reeves movie as well as the will smith movie.

im also looking forward to the alicia keyes sex tape....whenever that happens.

hey , i gotta dream.

one last post for the year, this time, TYR, in an action pose, done by mr. greg titus.

this is some of the stuff i have managed to squeeze in while on hiatus, i have been giving different artists a try at some of the my stuff, because i want to see a bit more life in certain drawings. the main reason for this is because i am truly putting together a comic to debut online. when it happens, i want to have the right guy. i eventually want to do a graphic novel, but i want to start off small and a web comic should fit the bill nicely.

i have some pictures to post of good ol NYC and me. NO its not be pissin' on landmarks

{even tho' i REALLY dig doing that. gives me a rush to piss on robert fultons feet. i sure to GOD pray they do a george bush statue, i WILL give it the attention it deserves. }

nah, its just some pics of where i live, just to give some info to people who may be interested. see for some reason, a lot of people around the world seem to dig this corrupt city, so i figure i would oblige em'.

shout out to all my online buds...





i want to wish everyone a safe new year and whether youre a religious man or not, pray for a better year than the last and dont make any new years resolutions...you know they're a waste of time

peace
and regards from brooklyn

T-RON

Proud member of

IM SERIOUSLY TOO DISTRAUGHT FOR WORDS, BECAUSE EVER SINCE I SAW BERNIE ON DEF COMEDY JAM SO MANY YEARS AGO, I KNEW THIS GUY WAS SPECIAL. IN MANY WAYS I FOUND A KINDRED SPIRIT, BECAUSE HE WAS A LOT LIKE ME, SAME SENSE OF HUMOR, LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH, YET VERY INTROSPECTIVE IF GIVEN THE CHANCE. THERE ARE MANY COMEDIANS I HAVE LAUGHED WITH, BUT BERNIE AND GEORGE CARLIN WERE MY TOP TWO OF ALL TIME.

NOW THEY ARE BOTH GONE.

PLEASE DONT ASK ME WHY I EVEN SHED THE TEARS I DID FOR BERNIE CUZ MAN I DONT EVEN KNOW, BUT THE BEST WAY TO EXPLAIN IT IS THAT SOMETIMES WHEN PEOPLE DIE, YOU CRY NOT BECAUSE OF THEM PASSING BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU LOST. MY TEARS WERE FOR BOTH REASONS.
KEEP IN MIND I NEVER MET THE MAN, BUT JUST LIKE RICHARD PRYOR TOUCHED AND INSPIRED SO MANY TO MAKE THAT CRAZY DECISION TO BE A COMEDIAN, BERNIE MAC WAS ONE OF THE COMEDIANS TO MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I WAS DOWN AND BELIEVE ME, WITH THE BABY MAMA ISSUES I HAVE GONE THROUGH FOR YEARS, I NEEDED ALL THE LAUGHTER I COULD GET.

BERNIE ALWAYS DELIVERED. HE WAS THE ONLY PERSON TO MAKE ME LAUGH SO HARD DURING A MOVIE THAT I HAD TO LEAVE THE THEATER AND CATCH MY BREATH.
THAT HAS NEVER HAPPENED. BUT YOU GUYS GOTTA UNDERSTAND, BERNIE WAS MADE TO BE FUNNY, GOD GAVE HIM A GIFT.
BUT HE WAS NOT LIMITED TO STANDUP, IN TIME HE HAD HIS OWN TV SHOW, WHICH I WAS OVERJOYED TO SEE WHEN IT DEBUTED. IT LASTED FOR 100 EPISODES AND THAT IS NO SMALL FEAT, PEOPLE. THIS CAT WAS ON FOX AND FOX WILL CUT YOUR SHOW FOR NUTHIN! BUT AGAIN, WHEN YOU HAVE GOD GIVEN TALENT, NO ONE CAN DENY YOU.

PLEASE REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE, WHEN GOD BLESSES YOU, NO ONE CAN STAND IN YOUR WAY... ONLY YOU. ITS THE REASON WHY NO ONE COULD FUCK WITH MIKE JORDAN...GOD IS GREAT.

WITH HIS TV SHOW, BERNIE TOUCHED MILLIONS MORE PEOPLE AND BECOME ONE OF TELEVISIONS ALL TIME GREATEST DADS. I THINK HE IS NUMBER 47 BUT HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN HIGHER. HE WAS REAL.

FRIDAY, I JUST HAD THE WORST FEELING, AND I COULDNT EXPLAIN IT..BUT AS THE WEEKEND BROUGHT THE NEWS OF BERNIES PASSING, I SEE WHY I FELT THAT WAY. I TRIED NOT TO CRY CUZ IT DONT BRING THE PERSON BACK, BUT THE MORE I THOUGHT ABOUT THE MAN...I JUST COULDNT HELP IT..

THEN ISAAC HAYES DIED THE DAY AFTER....

I MEAN JESUS CHRIST.
JESUS.

MR. HAYES WAS CALLED THE BLACK MOSES BECAUSE HE PAVED THE WAY FOR MANY PEOPLE AFTER HIM, LIKE ALL OF THE GREATS DO. I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT ISAAC HAYES, BUT IM JUST GONNA SAY THIS...
THE SONG "WALK ON BY" WAS WRITTEN BY THE GREAT BURT BACHURACH {PROB SPELLED HIS NAME WRONG} ANYWAY, IT WAS SANG BY MORE THAN A FEW GREAT MUSICIANS ...BUT ISAAC HAYES OWNED THAT SONG. THAT WAS THE FIRST SONG I EVER HEARD THAT MADE ME TEAR UP. TRUST ME, IM AN EMOTIONAL GUY BUT ONLY FOR KIDS, CUZ THEY DONT KNOW ANY BETTER AND DONT DESERVE TO BE TREATED BAD...EVERYONE ELSE, IS FAIR GAME TO ME. IM JUST NOT A CRYER.
BUT WHEN HE SINGS THAT SONG AND THE MUSIC PLAYS BEHIND HIS WORDS..
ITS OVER.

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ITS BEEN A FUCKED UP WEEKEND. I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND THAT THESE CATS HAD MORE YEARS LEFT IN THEM BY HUMAN STANDARDS. I MEAN BERNIE DIED AT 50 AND EVERY COMEDIAN KNOWS THAT THE OLDER YOU GET, THE BETTER YOU GET CUZ YOU DONT HAVE TO APOLOGIZE FOR SHIT. MANY PEOPLE THINK CHRIS ROCK AND CHAPPELLE ARE FUNNY NOW..
BUT TRUST ME, IF GOD BLESSES THEM TO LIVE TO BE 60 OR 70...
WE AINT SEEN SHIT YET!

IN TIMES LIKE THIS I TRY TO THINK ABOUT THE HIGHS INSTEAD OF LOWS.. BUT ITS HARD....
THE UNFORTUNATE THING OF ALL, IS THAT LIFE GOES ON.

IF I HAD MY WAY, THE ENTIRE WORLD WOULD STOP FOR 40 MINUTES TO HONOR THESE TWO MEN.
THEY DESERVE THAT MUCH.

I ALREADY CREATED MY BERNIE MAC SHIRT ONLINE, TRUST, I WILL BE ROCKING IT UNTIL SOMEONE COMES UP WITH A BETTER DESIGN. RICHARD, GEORGE CARLIN, BERNIE MAC, ISAAC HAYES...

NOW I WANT YOU PEOPLE TO THINK ABOUT SOMETHING...
HOW MANY SINGERS..
HOW MANY COMEDIANS, DO WE HAVE RIGHT NOW WHO CAN COME CLOSE TO REPLACING THESE MEN??????????

THINK HARD

THEN YOU WILL SEE HOW FUCKED UP THIS REALLY IS...
AND HOW THESE MUSICAL ARTIST AND COMEDIANS NEED TO NOT ONLY PAY HOMAGE, BUT STEP UP THEY FUCKIN' GAME. SO MANY COOKIE CUTTER PEICES OF SHIT IN THE GAME ITS PAST PATHETIC..WHICH IS WHY I DONT LISTEN TO THE RADIO.

FOR ME, ITS ALWAYS OLD SCHOOL, FOR LIFE. THANK GOD I GOT A CHANCE TO SEE THESE MEN AND SOME GREAT WOMEN, PERFORM BEFORE THEY PASSED..

I SURE AS HELL HOPE GOD DONT TAKE PATTI LABELLE ANYTTIME SOON...CUZ I NEED TO STEEL MYSELF FOR THAT.. I SWEAR TO GOD I DO.

BERNIE MAC AND ISAAC HAYES. THOUGH I NEVER MET EITHER OF YOU.. I LOVE YOU BOTH...BECAUSE YOU HELPED ME THROUGH SOME REAL SHIT.
THATS A FREIND RIGHT THERE.

ITS LIKE I ALWAYS SAY, EACH ONE OF OUR LIVES IS A SPIRAL GOING OUTWARD. THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE THAT WE CAN AFFECT EACH OTHERS LIVES BEFORE OUR OWN ENDS. SOME OF US WILL DO IT ON A SMALL SCALE..OTHERS WILL DO IT ON QUITE A LARGE SCALE, LIKE THOSE WHO HAVE PASSED...BUT EACH OF US..TOUCHES THE OTHER IN SOME WAY SHAPE OR FORM AND YOU DONT EVEN REALIZE IT...
BECAUSE YOU TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED.

YOU SHOULD STOP.

WE ARE HERE FOR EACH OTHER. IN UNITY THERE IS STRENGTH,
APART, THERE IS ONLY INDIVIDUALITY. YOU ARE ALONE. YOU CAN GET ONLY SO FAR IN THIS LIFE ALONE. GOD'S GOT IT SET UP TO WHERE YOU NEED SOMEBODY EVENTUALLY.
TAKE IT FROM A LONER.
TRIPPY AINT IT?



PEACE

AND REGARDS FROM BROOKLYN.

TEHRON FREEMAN